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[ 8.20.2003 ]

 

You been missing me?
Well, I would have been, you know.

Is it that long since my last post? And I've been telling my friends to get of their sorry, lazy asses and update their/our sites. And I have written all this crap to this one rather typhonian webpage of ours, as well as played the bass and mixed around a lot... but have I told you a word for over a month? A single word, as it would've been easy to update this blog for just about anywhere! After all, that's the idea of these weblogs, the beauty of them.

I've been having too much spare time to write, obviously. Even for a single word, which was close to turn into a really single one. A monologue. The vacation was a three weeks of agonising uncertainty about the relationship I've been living in for ...what? Two and a half years?(not bad, she's really gotta be a potential one... As usually, there's no point in asking who's to blame or why and the crap like that in these relationship crises. It's more complicated usually, when one starts to think and reflect on it - not just cling to one's own difficulties. People living together are bound to face difficult times every now and then. Yes, even if you're a luciferian practicing "infernal necromancy" - or theurgy, what ever - you have to put up with other people. And loving - that can take a lot out of you, putting up wth people. Especially with the one you love.

It's better now, we're doing okay, I think - there's lots of loving and all that going on between us again. The signs are definitely promising. But if you simply have to think it that way the answer is yes, I'm going to take a good deal of it as my own fault for scaring the hell out of my sweet lady S.S.S. by an uncontrolled fit of temper unlike any of them in the past ten years.

...oh holy handgrenade, I still would have had so much to write. But, alas for all that spare time there was no chance of getting on with it. I wonder if I'll start once again this week, I just might. Who knows! It might turn out fun.




You're telling me?

Mr EagleOwl [5:56 AM]