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[ 3.26.2003 ]

 


what for??
what?

Maybe I shouldn't. But then again, why not. Write, I mean. Just can't come up with anything worth writing. SO? So perhaps it's about time not to. Like, just drop the pen and go outdoors rather than sit down and scribble around your self-importance? I think I mean quitting writing more or less permanately, as I used to say, if you can't write at least a single sheet passage about your yesterday it wasn't possibly worth living through. But then again, I used to say lot's of thing when I was seventeen years old and all that self-righteous. And after a decade or so one shouldn't hold on to all the crap he/she has done/said.Is it that bad - really - not to have "a life" every day? Most people probably don't - they just don't notice not having a life. Or they live somewhere where all your life can be trying to survive. Not their wellfare boredom but the nature and infrastructure they were born to, grenades whisteling in the sky and drinkingwater hiding more than 20 ft deep.

I mean, shouldn't I have something better to do? Shouldn't you? Sometimes we all end up asking these questions in existential agony, and go on ranting about how stupid it is to rant. So, if you excuse me...

Mr EagleOwl [6:51 AM]