[ 11.15.2002 ]
...Rehearsals cancelled for tomorrow. Both of them. Sunday maybe. Yesterday I sat before a computer conducting an electric composition of mine for a friend who better knows the equipment. It took over three hours. What there is to here is ...nine bass drum beats. One could ask why bother.
Not a bad day anyhow. The sad thing is that it's so easy to start think the weekend's over and it sucked because my schedules and expectations didn't met with the X-factors. I hate to change plans, though I'm good in improvising - in many fields. But it's that I really don't want to make changes to things I've planned. When I do make changes it's usually in things I haven't planned a lot.
gun in my hand
God on my side!
I have tried!
So far no good,
more than a little
misunderstood..."
Entombed: To Ride, Shoot Straight And Speak The Truth
Entombed officially
Mr EagleOwl [10:32 AM]
[ 11.14.2002 ]
S.S.S.has really got me. I'm horny seven days a week. Drooling after more sex after having some. Life is so sweet, I lick it from her skin... make intolerable poses and crack an arrogant and self-sufficient line after another. Could crack the whip more, really. Wanting more - even if having some makes me feel like Emperor of a realm - is still enslaving. Bittersweet slavery to our lust I willingly give in.Rehearsals today. Well, yes: one just can't go on having hard on for day after day doing nothing else. Even if it would sound fun. Actually there'd be two rehearsals if they didn't overlap each other (yes, I play in quite a few bands, as you might have guessed). And two rehearsals Saturn-day, after which I'll be enjoying some death rock by Babylon Whores. Rehearsals probably on Sunday, too. Tomorrow? A brief visit early in the morning to some printing houses and then off to work! Call studio and reschedule some recordings from my chambers of ...apparently academical work. And then what? Who knows, I'll probably have a drink or two, before I'Il start working on... something. Some of the numerous projects going on. Wonder if I could creep at our rehearsal studio by myself and conduct "something completely different".
(edited 18.11.)Now... that's how goth people sound when they're just exhausted of pleasures of sex. Yeah, I know I know... can't help sounding like a 17 year old who just found his/her first gothic novel and decided it's wrong century he/she was born...
Mr EagleOwl [12:15 AM]
[ 11.11.2002 ]
Quiz thisSo you enjoy a quiz at every breakfast, snack, lunch, coffee break... For "fun", yes, tons of fun - who'd take a stupid quiz so seriously anyway?! So let's surf the net for a quiz or two and the banners of how we did end up on our blogs, eh? Yes it adds a little color to it, I agree, but so does colorpencils to the tedious-looking novels. And only very few of us actually do that after the fourth birthday (and belting, if it was your fathers prescious rarity from early 19th century). Todays message is that I dislike blog-threads that consist of six-to twelve or even more banners. But no, I don't make very good job being a snob, do I, having a few on my blog myself? Okay, I admit the blogs usually aren't/ shouldn't be that serious business so I shouldn't probably get nasty about this. Do what ever it is you want to do with your blog, you blogging bloggers! Sodomites! (hmmmm... so-do-mi-tas....) At least I would! :p
So I'll make this thread an equally god-awful string of banners copy-pasted from result pages of what ever quiz I have come up with. I you find it unbearable to witness, do go surf where it's better. Where authors have a more intellectual approach and more elevated taste on the substantial side of their blogs. Or go take a quiz, please. That's what I'd do, eitherway.
Are You Intelligent?
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yes, I shamelessly agree with this one: I am intelligent. And snob enough to hit anybody with stamp saying "anti-intelectual" should they in my justified And though I agree with this quiz it's not because of this honor. So are you a smart ass or just boring intellectual snob? Go find out what the geezer who came up with this quiz would think of you on bases of your knowledge of certain well known facts.
In matter of fact I'm not only intelligent. If I was an angel of God I'd be according to this test at least angel of knowledge. Woah, kneel thee in reverance before my wisdom, mortals, and enlighten thee thyselves of it all wise and eloquent.
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Which Angel would you be? By Angel |
...though one could lay some serious doubt on wether I'll pass thepearly gates of heaven ever in afterlife. In matter of fact, I'm maybe not angel at all - not that angels were all that cute, kind, nice and glittery and blah blah. For a controversial example of Lucifer - yes, understood to be latinization of the Devilish Accuser (hebr. "Shaitan") of Job, and also - Christ, as Peter called him. Or Azrael, certainly an angel of God, taking care of death of all living. And Gods rebellious sons Semiaza/Shemhazai, Uzza and Azael/Azazel, who gave so much to mankind (check out Genesis and books of Enoch for the Nefilim). You know, I couldn't bring myself to think an angelic character like me in Touched By Angel. Even n Buffy's sidekick Angel I'd more likely to be a bit sinister person, I'm afraid.
what fucked version of hello kittie are you?
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Even if that sounds kind of "gothic", I'm not. I'm denial goth if I was a goth, a person that get's irritated for being labeled and still is setting standards for how the "avarage" describes one when asked.
What kind of Goth would you be?
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There's all kinds of dark artistic and sensuous pleasures I so dearly fathom in... there's still so much things to be done to me and this world of mortal men and women before it's not anymore only black but red hot and blood red
What kind of porno would you star in?
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n case you dare to seriously piss me off... ("off" I said, not "on") or on the contrary if you deserve the gentle/genital very VERY special treatment...
Red-hot, you're a pincer used to rip the breasts off unwed mothers as punishment.Ow. Someone gets you mad enough, they'd better run faster than you.
What torture would you be?
...all in all people tend to like me and see me cool as cucumber in my ways - even if a little wayward at times.
What
lesser-known Simpsons character are you?
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...and if they don't understand not to push it, I'll make it quite clear I - a member of intellectual avantgardist and decadent movements - won't take no shit from the mob...as there is some differences between the mob and the decadent. And I don't mean the analfabecy (which - on the other hand - doesn't have anything to do with "fabulous anals") .
And though that was rather... harsh judgment on my personality one can tell quite correctly I'm not the new ager -type when it comes to "spiritual growth". Probably because of lots of vodka, cigarettes, and the limousines they don't know of because of the dolphins channeling "important messages" from beyond Atlantis telling "love one other". The thing is that such people just don't have the key to apocalypse of nuclear fire and four horsemen they'd need to convince other people of the importance of their message. They don't have it because that's exactly what they dread - power. Power to make it happen in this world. Even if it's not done in drive-boy-shooting style, the gang/mob style the easy way on the street on the way to one of the countless times doing time.
How WHITE are you?
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Sorry... but I'm not that arrogant really, but I'm just not very black in racial sense. Not that I'd be very race-aware of -hygienic person anyway:
How BLACK are you?
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BUT what about the space between the black and white thing? Good grief, 40% + 20% doesn't equal 100% by far, not by any conventional mathematics I know! So am I as much animal as "WASP" or what? Probably more an animal.
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animal best portrays your sexual appetite?? Quiz
WOW, KITTENS! YAY! Where?! Inna pie? Or are the pie? Wha... your kidding me, aren't you? You aren't... Oh well, I'll be a kitten to one alike... though I really can't identify myself with feline. After all I'm a bird of pray. OOOOOOOOO - OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO and the stuff in black of the night.
You're Morticia Addams!
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Well, close enough, the biological sex is... well, never mind. Besides I always loved the character. She was quite a bird, don't you too think? According to some tests I'm probably more feminine than some girls. Doesn't really trouble me. I'm going brooding bonkers anyhow by sheer golly of it .
You are completely bananas...probably about socks and Jesus!
Find out what YOUR inner non-sequitur is!
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Quite right! And if I wasn't...
how would you commit suicide?
Well, you know: rather in bottom of lake (after decomposing tot point where no air bubbles hold my mortal remains on the surface) than at the top of politics... HEY WAIT A MINUTE! That sounds a drab thing at the end of the day... NOT at all what I ment... said... wrote.. whatever...
So I'm 40% white bread, 20% white chocolate and to some extent 1. a sexually adventurous kitten, 2. horror icon of opposite sex and 3. a fruit. Just what do you make of that? A salad?
Mr EagleOwl [11:58 PM]
